How about suicide yipi

I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF ISTG. I am doing an internship and I have spent FUCKING DAYS on a piece of code that my boss keeps telling me is wrong, even today after I presented it as functional, HE TOLD ME AFTER THAT IT WAS STILL WRONG. But like, that made zero sense because I saw with my own eyes that IT WORKED. Basically, my job is to create a connector that extracts tables form point A to point B. Tables can have many rows, so the smartest thing is to use "append": everytime you want to extract new info from the table, instead of extracting every single row just to get that new one, you just look at a cursor that keeps the date and time of the last time you did a new extraction and then proceeds to look for rows that were created after said time. It's honestly quite easy. The issue was that my code ACTED as if it was doing an append, when in reality it was extracting the whole ass table each time. I've been close to ingesting acid and cocaine just to cope with the complete lack of understanding I was having. The code was working on my computer, I've changed it endlessly these past few days and NOTHING WORKED. Turns out, it's not my code, it's the code of someone else who isn't working. One of the bosses told me I was running late and that the code had to be done "that week" TWO WEEKS AGO. That was not the only issue, there were several. Actually. scratch that, my original code was functional, the problem was that my coworkers who reviewed it told me to accept the changes Claude was suggesting and that fucked up everything. I'm not gonna say this is all AI's fault, I should've checked the changes I was accepting, plus, I've been using Claude far too much because there are too many things I don't understand, but at least in the beginning the code was mostly mine with some of Claude's suggestions. Idk what happened this week but each day my code got more unrecognizable because I kept using Claude to edit the code because at first I said "man, i don't really know what Claude did, so instead of trying to understand it I'll just ask Claude to change it, in the end, it's only a few tweaks" FUCKING WEEK AND A HALF OF TWEAKS I HATE AI. I hate that I don't know enough to do everything by myself in time, like I do need AI to at least give me the context of wtf is happening because no one really sits down with you to explain you everything. At the same time, the more I use it, the less I can intervene because it starts using syntaxis I don't know. Rant over.